Good Evening blog. It has been a longer day than usual... mostly due to an inspection in progress going on at work. It will be a long couple of weeks. I wish I could say that I was happy to come home and spend some time with the family, but that was sort of thrown out of the window when I was informed that I would be putting my daughter to sleep only. My wife is out drinking or something. Pretty inconsiderate given the nature of my day and the posture I will be in for the next half of the month. These sort of things have been happening more and more with her. I think it is partly due to my nagging on her for getting out and doing more things ( most of which I was referring productive, meaningful, and self help type of things) , instead it is mostly just going out and partying. The other part may be due to her newer friend who more than likely makes her feel a little more easy about just saying whatever and doing what will make her happy ( in the mean time). This all may come to an end in the next few months. Fingers crossed things will work out the RIGHT WAY. My opinion of the right way is to have some time a part and see where the time and decisions lead us from there. Amy has no idea about work or ethics regarding it, so it would be hard to see her struggle... especially with Lucy. Lucy is number one priority, always. But if that means staying with someone who I am so up and down about, then the time apart would make sense. Other than flying today and doing some promotion studying, I came home, finger picked some guitar and am now on the couch about to fall asleep. I hope tomorrow's end turns out better than tonight's.
Currently listening: Fell Voices (Untitled II) ((Gilead Media))
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